Sunday, May 12, 2013

Happy Mother's Day

Before I was a Mom - 
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
 

This Mother's Day I feel blessed beyond belief. I have a momma who loves us more than words can express, has been the best role model I could ever imagine, has taught me what unconditional love is and is the BEST Grandma to our little man. I also have a healthy, beautiful little man who made me a momma. And I really never thought I'd love being a mom as much as I do...never in a million years.

Happy Mother's Day to all of you momma's out there! Extra hugs for all of you out there who are missing your mom's today. XO



2 comments:

Priscilla said...

How sweet! Hope you have a wonderful first Mother's Day, being a mommy is the best!

Sarah said...

oh wow. this post was SUCH an eye opener! eeeek!
so glad to have met you, another boy mom! you rock. happy mothers day!!